Piano

I don't know why. Can  somebody tell me why?
I loss passion t\in playing piano. Is it too loong I didn't pratise piano? I'm so upset. :( DULL
  
  Last sunday. I pratise a song which is " Spinning Song" composed by Albert Ellmenrerch (1816-1905) .

GUESS WHAT!

 Once I touch the key on piano, I feel like my finger were just alive and my finger flying over the keyboard. YES! I got it ! That's what I want. The spirit of music in my heart, it's like beating. * something like 1234, 1234, 1234 ... keeps on*
This music was really cheer me up.
A big claps for the composer. Thanks Mr. Albert.